C'MON LET'S GET DRUNK, TOAST IT UP, WE DON'T GIVE A F*CK! :)

Ahhh. :O Today is a feeeel good day. I feel like a zombie, taking into consideration the fact that I have been awake for almost 72 hours this week. AWESOME. We had our play presentation and mini-farewell party at Ma'am Nati's class. Then, we had nothing to do already, so I feel like I need to unwind or something, so I asked my boyfriend Jec, together with our buddy Jet to go and have some drinks. :D We went at Nato's in Kamuning, we ate sizzling cheesy mussels and crispy liempo (the best!) and Jet and I drank 4 bottles of Red Horse beer. (Apparently, my boyfriend doesn't drink) We gossiped, talked about common interests, and even discussed about some personal and private matters. :P I kinda spilled some of my most deepest and darkest secrets, but nonetheless, I have my entire trust on Jet. He's the kind of person you can talk to about almost ANYTHING. Great conversationalist, nice smile, and all that. :))

7pm, we were kinda tipsy, so my boyfriend decided to take me home. I felt so dizzy and I feel like vomitting. Damn! I never thought I could get drunk so fast.

Came home by 8, ate dinner, and dozed off to sleep.

Woke up at 12:30, went straight to my computer and finished my requirements.

I came to a realization that I am inspired to do something when I drink. (Edgar Allan Poe? Haha!)

Put yerr drinks up, baby. ;)

Happy Birthday to the MAN I LOVE THE MOST, MY DAD. :)

I made a poem for my dad's 64th birthday.

THE MAN

Ever since my life began,

I realized that you’re the man!

I saw your wisdom and courage too,

And I learned I could really rely on you.

Your tolerance nature was really great,

Nevertheless, you’d not hesitate

To let me know when I’d been bad

It must have been hard, but that’s being a Dad.

You’re strong and smart filled with love

A gift to me from up above

So here’s a greeting from your biggest fan,

Happy Birthday Dad, you are the MAN!

Yes, he was kinda teary eyed when he read this. We had dinner at Gerry's Grill in SM North Edsa and me and my mom sent Dad on a shopping spree for clothes at Giordano.

I drove the car home. :)

Woman's Instincts.

I've got this strange feeling - that my boyfriend has been doing something behind my back, That is - cheating on me! For the past few weeks, he isn't answering my phone calls, he texts me like only 5 messages/day. I just hope I am sooo wrong about this. I can't bear to lose Jec. It'll be the  death of me! :(

Got my friends, got tonight, we'll be alright! :))

 Happy Birthday Mara! Haha! I hope you like the little surprise we had for you. You are most welcome to join our family, if you like. :P

What do you get when you have lotsss of food on the table, your ultimate girl best friends, Phineas and Ferb on TV and a cool home? FUN!

Mara celebrated her 19th born-day (haha!) at my pad. We ate and ate, and eventually realized that we committed gluttony. We had a heart-to-heart talk, which is my most favorite part on the slumber party. We slept at around 4am. COOOOL. :>

We are young, we run free. Stay up late. We don't sleep. Got our friends, got tonight, WE'LL BE ALRIGHT! :))

LIST OF MOVIES I WILL WATCH! (from high priority to low priority)

Summer 2011 movies:

1. Kung Fu Panda: The Kaboom of Doom (May 27, 2011)

2. Cars 2 (June 24, 2011)

3. Transformers 3 (July 1, 2011)

4. The First Avenger: Captain America (July 22, 2011)

5. Green Lantern (June 17, 2011)

6. Thor (May 6, 2011)

7. The Smurfs (August 3, 2011)

8. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2 (July 15, 2011)

Other 2011 movies:

1. X-Men: First Class (June 3, 2011)

2. Deadpool (2011)

3. Sherlock Holmes 2 (December 16, 2011)

4. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2011)

5. Happy Feet 2 (November 18, 2011)

6. Alvin and the Chipmunks: Chipwrecked (December 16, 2011)

7. The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn: Part 1 (November 18, 2011)

8. Monsters, Inc. 2 (November 2, 2012)

9. Final Destination 5 (August 26, 2011)

Other 2012 movies:

1. Men In Black 3D (May 25, 2012)

2. The Dark Knight Rises (July 20, 2012)

3. X-Men Origins: Wolverine 2 (2012)

4. Untitled Spider-Man Reboot (July 3, 2012)

19th Birthday. :)

   
    At 19, everything is possible and tomorrow looks friendly. I'm not getting older, but instead, I'm getting better. :) A heartfelt thanks to all your greetings! Very much appreciated. ♥


       I almost got a hundred text messages greeting me a happy birthday. Oh wow! I am just so overwhelmed. The picture above is taken at Cabalen, West Avenue, a simple dinner with my family (form left: my cousin Lala, me, mum, dad)

Boom Boom Boom. It's 2011, yo.

     It's New Year's Eve. I miss my boyfriend. So much. :| I haven't posted anything sensible for how many weeks, because I'm really not in the mood. Oh well. My birthday is in a few days, I still don't have any plans yet.

'Coz he's leaving on a jetplane.

My boyfriend is on the plane to LA. I'm gonna miss him, though it will only take a month or so. :( But we're lucky how technology can bring us together even though we're far apart. He's activated his international roaming on his phone, so we can still exchange text messages with each other (it's kinda costly on his part though), there's Facebook. Skype, Y!M and so much more. I'm just sad, because no one's gonna call me every night to put me to sleep, and to hear me snore in deep slumber.

      I'm gonna have a blue Christmas without you, baby!

Gone nuts over 'The Nutcracker'

     Aaah. The cold December breeze. I am sooo feeling Christmasssy the past days. :) And I am just so happy because my parents are already in good terms (they fought over the weekend) and I am spending two consecutive Sundays with my bestfriends. We went to Aliw Theater and we watched a ballet presentation entitled 'The Nutcracker'. It was pretty good though, but I drifted off to sleep during the second part of the show. Then we went to the Blue Wave to eat lunch at Max's, we were soooo full. :D And we parted ways in the early afternoon

     Met my mum and dad at the mall today, and shopped for new clothes. <3

     I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO START! CHRISTMAS PARTEEEEYS ARE ON IT! :))

Random Shiz

     It's really hard when our parents fight. It's the children that gets affected the most. It's World War III here at home, so sorry I can't blog on a daily basis, I have lotssssssss of stuff to do, plus the pressure here at home is killing me. :|

     Please give me time to contemplate about things. I'll try to write something proper here as soon as everything's fine.

Stagnation, Damnation.

     I have nothing much to say. This is like a random post, 'cause my mind tells me that this is one of the moments that my mind is stagnant. But today, I have learned a very important life lesson. And that is: TO APPRECIATE EVERY LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE. :)

     Just this morning, my dad asked me if I want to buy myself a new laptop. I was flabbergasted, because that came out unexpectedly. He was about to give me money, but I refused. Why? Because I am not that kind of child that just indulges themselves with the things that their parents give them. I appreciate more the time we spend together as a family, our weekend routine of eating ice-cream-while-watching-Nat-Geo moments and the likes. Maybe the reason why I am that close to my parents is because I am the only child in our family. Okay, too much drama. Maybe you all want to know what I said to my dad. Well, I refused to accept the money, and told him that I don't necessarily need it. Anyways, I can have it next year as my birthday gift. :)

     I'm sorry. I have to stop here. I can't think of anything to write anymore. :3

Long Weekend-Weakend.

     My kind of WEAKend. I got up at around 10 in the morning, grabbed a pack of chewy granola bar and headed straight to my study room. I flipped open the pages of my notebook, made a checklist of what to do during the weekend, and crossed out the accomplished ones. I turned on my PC, and started working on my reports. I must admit, I'm really not that good when it comes to preparing Powerpoint presentations. My boyfriend's good at it; and it's not my cup of tea. I asked him to do me a favor, and that is, to edit the PPT's that I made. My work is like the work of a mediocre high school student. And I hate mediocrity. I always make sure that my works stand out among the many others. I finished at around 9:17p.m., and my eyes kinda hurt. I'm feeling kinda sleazy too. @_@

What a way to spend the looooong weekend. BUMMER. :|

Early morning drive makes me so freakin' tired. :|

     5:30 a.m., the clock said. I dragged myself out of bed, brushed my teeth, grabbed a piece of pancake, took the car keys from my dad's drawer and jumped in my car. I was kind of sluggish (mainly because of the fact that I still haven't had my 8-hour sleep for weeks now) while driving, so I turned the car air con off and opened the windows. I like the way the morning breeze touches my face, it felt kinda refreshing. I came back home at around 10:30a.m. We went out again after an hour. Today is my tito Danny's death anniversary. We had a mini-reunion held at my aunt's house. Great lunch! :D On our way home, I asked my dad to stop by McDonald's to grab a sundae. I've been eating their Fruity Strawberry Sundae for two days in a row.At home, I went straight to bed, and had a 3-hour nap. Ahh. I missed that! The last time I had an afternoon nap was like eons ago. I woke up at around 7:30p.m., I checked the task manager on my phone and saw that I have LOTSSSSS to do during this long weekend. :( Have to utilize my time to accomplish those schoolworks. Okay, I guess it all ends here. Goodnight! :)

Why I Want To Write?

     Writers write in many different ways. Nevertheless, for most writers, writing is a way of discovering what they think. Starting from a tangled heap of unrelated ideas, a writer works toward understanding, perhaps changing direction at several points along the way. Many people, however, write not because they have to but because they want to. They write to discover themselves and their world, to learn more about who they are and what they think and feel. They write to express thoughts and feelings they wouldn’t dare tell a soul – except for that special ‘person’ who lives in the pages of their diaries.

     I started pursuing my writing career at the age of 11, and I was just in 5^th grade then. I used to create my own poems and scribbled it at the back of my notebook. I usually write when I become so overwhelmed with my feelings. I never write when I’m in bliss. I am most inspired to write when sadness eats my whole being. And when I do feel that way, it seems like I’m transforming into my alter-ego that has been hiding for so long in my life’s closet. I tried to show my written piece of art to my mum, but like any other neophyte in writing, there was this fear of rejection and prejudice. Until one day, my English teacher, who is also the adviser of our school paper, called for me. She went straightforward and told me that she already appointed me as the new literary editor of the school organ. When I heard those words, I feel like a butter melting instantaneously. I was like “Why me?!” my question was finally answered when my teacher told me that she read all the poems that I wrote at the back of my notebook. Great.

     And this is where my passion for writing emerged. I developed a healthy relationship with pens and papers. My ego boosted when I bagged first-place trophies and medals in essay writing contests. Until one horrendous day, when I was about to make a new article for my own column in the school paper, I cannot move my wrist. I was in pain, and it was so excruciating. I was rushed to the hospital. I was diagnosed with a carpal wrist disease. My heart was in grief and I felt like crying. The doctor advised me to undergo therapy sessions, and not to write or use the computer for hours, which is actually a vital part in my daily routine.

A part of me died. I stopped writing for almost 5 years. It seems like I lost a part of me. But when I enrolled in the Creative Writing class, the fire inside me was burning aglow. I can feel my hand itching to write again until the wee hours in the morning. Backed up with my past experiences in the field of writing, encouragement and support from loved ones and my God-given talent, I can say that I’m ready to open my doors again, ready to explore new horizons.

My alter-ego is again brought to life. My passion for writing is on the brink now. I must constantly endeavor my pursuit in writing if I were to succeed.

Pain in the a**, no! I mean in the head. :|

     My head is throbbing with so much pain right now. Sleep-deprived, as you may call it. :( Haven't had my 8 straight hours of sleep since this school year started. I have tons and tons of school stuff to do, and I also have to do a lot of readings. I had a series of migraine attacks lately. My longest sleep was just like 5 hours or so. Oh well, maybe I should already get used to it. But I should also keep in mind that I must not forget to take care of myself. Health comes first before anything. And right now, I feel like I'm not doing that personal obligation. Time to get back to work. The clock is ticking, and I haven't started anything yet.  :|

I better tell my boyfriend not to call me tonight. I might fall into a very, very deep slumber (even without counting sheeps!).